~ 7ade Away ~

Fallen and scattered in my own world, was I

Curled, Whirled. In my own Trance world, was I

How did you find me getting high?

 Why did you come along with your shy and cry?

I was a confused puzzle, never could I be solved

How dare you fix my pieces? Why did you even get involved?

You said you would never ever give up,

Was it just for the moment like a flame on the spirit cup?

What made you break me again?

Difficult it was for the risen, to fall again

Scared of the pride, was I pushed under the blue?

You never knew what the fallen would go through

The secret angel that hid inside my soul prior

Was set on fire with burning desire

This feeling you would never know,

Coz on emotions you were a way my below

Have you seen a miserable with a smile and a glow?

Pretending to be happy and alive but dying slow

Was it so easy for you being said I meant nothing

Wasn’t it easy? Coz I knew it was mere a clear way flushing

The sun hides behind the horizon to raise bright back again

Never is the intention to hurt you to see you in strain and pain

He was also the fallen one, Lucifer. But was the god of the dark rain

Holding you till end, did I make an impact any or was I just a stain?

Just a stain! Just a stain!

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Crucifiction ;(

The agonizing pain,

Of heaviness under my chest because I cannot express things to you..

The acute pain,

Of suppression of voice because I cannot speak to the person I love. That is you..

The stammering pain,

When I tell a lie because I see the trust in me by you..

The shivering pain,

When I do the things which I don't want to do to you..

The stiff pain,

Of tears which doesn't roll down when I say good bye to you..

The burning pain,

When I have everyone but for none and no one even you..

The raging pain,

When I literally have no one and I want someone like you..

The unendurable pain,

Of guilt when I have made life miserable for you..

The tender pain,

When I want to tell 'I love you' , but I cannot tell it to you..

The itchy pain,

When I feel like slapping but I cannot! because it is you..

The chronic pain,

When my love , is not mine anymore other than you..

The sore pain,

When I see others moving and I am just struck.True but not because of you..

The stabbing pain,

When I see you slipping into someone else's hands. Poor me and you..

The achy pain,

Of thousand things running in my mind when I am heartbroken by you..

The stinging pain,

When my old memories strike, I am drunk, you are no more, singing a song on you and you and just you...

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Mind Block!

Failure is a companion I have grown up with, in deep cries

The laughs and taunts, the mysterious gaze, in their eyes

It  has pushed me amidst of my strength and made me weak

I have gone through the wrenching pain, which heart cannot speak

It was just the sun, in my life which was bright and right

Being struck with disgrace, made every second a darkest night

The time has always been a curse and disgrace, me unlucky

Always trying to open the doors of luck and chance, with wrong key

I always saw myself as a nobody, coz they all saw a failure in me

I want to burn the eternal flame of failure and set myself free

Constructive criticisms melts my voice and chokes my breath

My fluttering mood swings between the poles of life and death

We all go through the hardest time of life, then and now

To make the mediocre lot to shut their ass and make them feel wow

It's just a moment you need to break, build and run an extra mile

It's a pleasure to come out of all and mirror yourself to smile

" You are never a failure, it's just that you are struck up with a bunch of mediocre's"

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Walking Deep...

You Walked Deep Into My Life

Captivating My Mind And My Heart,

At First, I Never Cared Who You Were

Now I Don’t Know Who I Am Without Your Care,

Your Touch Made My World Change

Your Love Made My Heart Awaken

You Loved Me As My Soul Was Born Anew

You Walked Deep And All The Pain You Blew

Now My Heart Knows Who You Are

And With Every Breath And Every Step 

 My Life Seems To Be A Shimmering Star

I Used To Take The Lonely Roads, 

 Now Broadways Seems Be A Short

Your Hand In Mine Is A Matter Of Pride

Your Voice, Now, Is Always My Inner Guide

You Listened And Cared For All My Pain

You Took As Your Own For That Not To Remain

For All My Fears You Cast Into The Sea,

My Doubts Lost In Your Eyes, I Could See

You Have Walked Deep Enough Into My Life

Now You Choose To Stay Or Go, It Doesn't Matter

Life Of Mine Is Forever Changed 

 Because You Loved Me For The Truth In Mine.

And I Choose To Love You For The Rest Of Time

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Sweetly Broken

         

Love was possibly the most complicated thing I ever felt

I always wondered, how the people around me dealt

I had never thought that I could make it through

All the bullshit people say, I could ever do

I always knew it would be super complicated

I couldn't have kept it anymore, coz I was so agitated

Here it goes...

It was just a feeling as to what the day will bring

Waiting and hoping for the phone to ring

I always waited for you to take my heart

But, liar.. It seemed you had it from the start

You made my heart feel like its torn into two

Rather you should have given me a single clue

Everyday you showed me the innocent tear

Everyday I would go home with the betrayal fear

I knew, I just acted like things were alright

Truth is I always wanted the love in me & you to ignite

But it always ended up with a terrible fight

For which I wanted to hug, and make things light

I was always trying to move on and let all of it go

Realizing that time, without you is too slow

It was hard to ask 'why' for myself for loving you

There was just no reason, all I wanted is you and just you

Will Love you forever <3

Life Is Crazy, Take It Easy:)

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Mélange d'émotions

All the way from India to United States of America.. From the streets of busy Bengaluru  to the lonely Indiana, from the slow moving congested roads to the super fast broad 4 lane highways..  It was like a dream come true.! There was something more than a dream which I never thought off, It  was to see the reality.. The heaven, eternity, purity, truth, life and love.. I saw all of these at once, I Experienced, I realized, I just bowed..

Yellow's on and blue's on, walking towards the dawn

To get ourselves showered with purity which had gone

Maid of mist was a way to resist

Cave of wind was hard to believe to exist

It boiled to cascade and roiled the cannonade

It crashed the flume and splashed the spume

Getting drenched and gliding our way

Rushing and gushing to leap the ray

It outpoured and way overflowed

It roared and magically under towed

It was a stream of beauty and swirl of love

It steamed out of anger as the whirl of pseudo shove

I experienced a mixture of all the emotions-  Joy, Trust, Fear, Surprise, Sadness, Disgust, Anger, Anticipation & Love.

After which I felt, Life is like a waterfall.  It keeps flowing, moving and blazing ahead.. No matter what! But then,  it gets clogged during the bad days - 'water' during the winters and 'life' when in misery.  It struggles the way out to melt and find its unfound way, and we do everything possible to find the sunshine of hope for which we continuously pray..

But then, it has purity within, to which we are nothin, nothin and nothin:):) 

I bow down 'NIAGARA'

Broken promise!

I am missing your clasp and I am struggling to embrace

I had lost the most precious treasure which I could ever replace

Forever...

I had emblazoned your name on my heart

Was I being foolish playing with my weakest part?

You proved it right...

I had given you the most fragile and delicate part to hold

But you had broken it and shaken it with all the lie untold

The gentle grasp was felt no more...

Afraid to turn and look deep. I walked away, looking at skies

For I feared the emptiness in your wide open eyes

Understand! Just a gaze into the eyes means a lot...

My heart, blackened by the one who held it most dear, then!

She just walked away to the end, without even telling me, when!

Holding hands become the pricking thorns...

One day you'll want me back and I won't let you in

Coz you have torn me apart, to the depth of my skin

First cut is the deepest...

But you have a charm that always put's me into tranz and hypnotizes
I need a doctor, and its you!!! You're the only one who can fix me back..
Will always need you, Will always be waiting for you♥♥

Life is crazy, Take it easy:)

~ My Love Saga ~

Crush..Feelings..Love

Falling in love with you was a magical moment of my life

The butterflies in my stomach and the blushy nervousness

I was addicted to the intoxication of your elegant love

I very soon realized you were the passion of my life

The emotional bond of affection was the center of our style

When I had no one, you were standing tall and making me smile

You are an inseparable part of my life, you are my soul mate

Your love is an expression and a belief of my heart rate

Our love spoke its own language, words were not required

Every touch. Every smile and every gesture were admired

Addiction

I wanted all your love just for me dear

Never let your eyes wander and make me fear

You can call me possessive, for tats what I am

Because I need you for my very own, damn

Whenever you walk, I will walk with you

Anywhere, anytime I will be there for you

I must have you for all my life or I’ll die

The depth of my feeling tells no lie

I could not breathe with ease, without you

Every second, every minute i wanted to be in touch with you

I don't know if i was being just protective or possessive

I never understood, you were feeling awful and depressive

Eclipse

Countless emotions fill my heart and expressions seem to run short,

My heart is shattered without your arms to hold me

I am floating in your mesmerizing feel of love..

Your smile was my sunrise; your kiss was my sunset,

But, Eclipse!!  Something which I never wanted to see

Now I am just left with darkness & darkness:(

hmmmm...

Love, is just like holding water in your hand - very gently and wide open without spilling it.  When you try to posses it and roll your fingers, all the water spills down...

Protect your Love, Don't Possess it!!

Life is Crazy, Take it Easy:):)

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~Self Centered~

I am moody, frank, eccentric, erratic, analytical, creative, passionate, ambitious, intense, understanding, sensitive, naive, impatient, emotional, inquisitive, stubborn (for few things), choosy, open and logical.

I have lot of patience as long as it is not tested

I have a very poor EQ, and an IQ of 'ok ok'

My hobbies are browsing, traveling, sleeping, thinking and music

Three things that can grab my complete attention at any time are: super cars, trendy gadgets, tall n fair gals with messed up hair, don’t know why!!

My best friend is my heart

I can do anything and everything  for people who trust me

The most important things in my life is being fair, being loved, self-respect, a good career, family and friends 

My biggest enemy is my temper and my brain which thinks a lil too much

I am reasonably good at making people laugh, irritating my friends and cracking some kind of unanswered questions!!

I have a bit of ego and I am a lil self obsessed (for few reasons)

I don't like to 'read' text books, just hate them (non applicable bogus gyan) but, have to sometimes!! To pass my exams

My weaknesses are; I get easily angered and I can’t express things with ease with anyone

I just love riding my bike

          
My biggest fear is having a monotonous life, sitting like an ass and doing the same and same and same thing every single day

My worst nightmare is falling from a 100 floored building and getting bitten by a snake

My biggest tragedy is; there is not a single person who has understood me well. I am a mystery for myself

I want to levitate and feel the lightness of the air

I want more friends who really love me

  

I think a lot these days

When I am in upswing, it shows my focused intelligent work, philosophical and logical pondering

In downswing I just do things equivalent to bullshit

I love people who love me and hate who hate me, I don't give a damn!!

I accept myself and people as they are as long it doesn't disturb my peace of mind

I can quickly catch hold of fake people

One of my dream is to own; 7 series BMW, super bike, house with a pool table, 20 seat mini theater and a small bar counter

I think purpose of every activity is happiness and self satisfaction

I feel money is by luck, Rich people are not worth being rich, if they are not rich in their thoughts

I believe in true and hidden love, I think true love is only for lucky

I am an 'Atheist'

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I sometimes think , nothing really matters... Just ignore, bloody this life is just staying alive for a few unpredictable years

In the end I think, I can write poems only when I am sad, touched or obsessed

Keep smiling :):)

♥ Te Amo ♥

I talk to the bright morning sun thinking of you

It acts  just like you

Quite and bright with charming ray but does never ever say

Te Amo♥

I call up the twinkling stars to just talk about you

It acts just like you

Stays far away and does never ever say

Te Amo♥

I send a message to the silver clouds to find  you

It acts just like you

Teasing with a smile and hiding away and does never ever say

Te Amo♥

I wish to send the colorful butterflies to search for you

It acts just like you

I try to catch but it keep's  flying away and does never ever say

Te Amo♥

I ask the beautiful roses to sprinkle the essence of love in you

It acts just like you

It Spreads the fragrance and makes its way but does never ever say

Te Amo♥

I whisper to the breeze to help me find you

It acts just like you

It makes me feel like heaven on my way but does never ever say

Te Amo♥

It is never too late to fall in love, 

Your heart is complete only when you find your true love

Keep falling in love, 

Find someone forever together to love one another♥

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